Friday, January 26
26/1/07
// prayer for ::
Ms Karen and I (my personal idol)
Team Beavers!
Red Beavers
The managers
Mr Michael and I
Mr Bryan and my mom
Mr Chris, Mr Bryan and I
Ms Elbie and I (my upline)
Ms Elbie, me, Mr Chris, Mr Michael
My mom and Mr Chris
Mr Chris and I
If you can rmb, Mr Bryan is my BGM, and Mr Chris is my BM, also my mentor. Mr Chris is actually . . . my godbrother. I duno how come, but when he, my mom and Mr Bryan were talking, she suddenly become their godma.
Then smth happened, when we were waiting for the rest to finish taking photos. I kept it inside, then I kinda thought out loud. My mom was beside me. She knew what I was talking abt, but she said one sentence, which kinda crushed my whole night for me.
No matter. I came home feeling bitter but heck. See the badge pinned on my blazer? Yea, that is my BM badge.
Since Mr Bryan cant return the car tonight, I'm asking him to make a stop at my place to pick me up for work. Then no need to take train.
Blabla. Does anyone understand what my post is about so far?
Cuz of you, I feel even further away from Him. You played your role kinda reversely, right? I wonder if you know. I was trying. I need encouragement. I dont need biased opinions.
I'm going to sleep. Tmr still got work and CGM.
I hope that my sales quota has helped Red Beavers get top team this wk. Go Beavers! FIGHT ON!